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Insomnia, Sleep, and the Five Things I NOW Do for Fun
initiating… sharing_sequence I’ve had three good nights of sleep, and one okay night of sleep, in a row. And that’s the most I’ve slept this month. For some reason, insomnia fell upon me in 2026 and would. not. leave. And to get those few nights of good sleep, I started doing a few different things…
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Hello 2026! Here Are My Thoughts and Goals
initiating… writingMood _ 🎉🎉🎉welcoming.2026 I hope your New Year’s is turning out to be a good one :-] Mine has been simple, as so much of my life is, but it has been sweet. Time has passed in a strange way. Slow, but at the same time fast. It’s been this way for a few…
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I See Both Sides, That I Do
initiating… bee_hive / kicking.protocoloutput. . .BEGIN > Lots happened in 2025, but one certain thing happened that made me think… what is going on here? Where is this very personal, very evil stuff coming from? And do you know what I did? I got two YouTube channels. TWO ALGORITHMS. I wanted more than half of…
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Christmas is Almost Here
outlook : awefeeling _joyaccess / writing.mode I hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday season, from Thanksgiving to the upcoming Christmas day and into the New Year! 2026… already… Can you believe it? Just the other day, my child had his first school event – ever! Him and all the other preschoolers sang Christmas songs…
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I Was Speaking Into the Void and Couldn’t Find Your Blog
glitch _ modeLoading… aha! đź’ˇ momentinitiating + patch A few weeks back, I made a blog expressing how it felt to write and have it go into a void. Nobody was reading or liking my posts. And I know I’m not the most exciting blogger, but I found the extreme solitude weird. Turns out, my…
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Cold Winter Day Chat
Generator: full_throttleB-b-b-r-r-r ❄️activate/HEAT The world is a snowy wonderland :-] We’re warm in the shelter of our home, thanks to God. I’m not sure if we’re going to preschool today ~ I’ll have to finish my coffee and see. If we do go, I might take a different route. There’s a road with a much…
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My Week of Radical Optimism
engaging : trustdelete_file / worryall_systems_go I’m going through a difficult time in my life, where PMDD has met perimenopause in a battle for my soul. Dramatic. But it feels that way sometimes. I made the mistake of being sedentary for a while, because my shoulders and neck decided to have a painful cramp that lasted…
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The Immortal City
Loading…initiating_poemoutput… > My steps are imperceptiblepicking through these city streets…My mind remains impressionableto the grittiness this city keeps… And I breathe in the smogthrough the fog of misty dreams…Each droplet like a logof accomplishments they couldn’t meet… Honking, blaring, fills my mindand, to me, it’s like a bird’s song…The city twists and turns and windsand…
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Restarting and Rebooting Any Time
system.rebootLoading…> initiating : fresh_start ✨ If you’re not having a good day, usually, you can stop and restart. I was just feeling guilty that it was 9:30am, and I hadn’t eaten a good breakfast (again) and I let the laundry sit in the hamper (again), but then I thought… Let’s start this day again. Let’s…
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My Body Demanding That I Slow Down
BackError⚠️initiating_pain.sequence…activate:muscle_cramp >+success+ Yes, that’s me today. I had a little pain on the left side of my neck and shoulders, which I managed to ignore successfully for a week. I kept up with my busy schedule. But now, my body is cramping on the right side. Neck, shoulder, all the way down the back. This…
Dear Quiet 