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Insomnia Returned Now That My Stepfather is Dying
… I was starting to sleep well, now I find myself with that foggy, groggy feeling today. I didn’t get much sleep last night. My mom texted me that my stepfather is not doing well. The situation is not as simple as traveling to visit, sending flowers, or giving them a call. I have lived…
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A Long Healthy Life
initiating… thinking/modeinstalling : good_healthoutput > aspirations As I’ve gotten older, my views on living a long life have changed. When I was young, I was never particularly scared of death. Now that I’m a mom, a wife, a friend, a part of my community… Well, it’s different. So many people would be devastated if I…
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Getting Serious About Sleep Hygiene
prompt… initiatingloading_ writing_sequenceoutput: ready Well, I had goals for this year, but something has jumped to the top of the list. That is: Sleep Better. Or at least, sleep at all! Two nights ago, I laid in bed with anxiety and couldn’t get to sleep. Anytime I’d start to doze off, my body would jerk…
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Hello 2026! Here Are My Thoughts and Goals
initiating… writingMood _ 🎉🎉🎉welcoming.2026 I hope your New Year’s is turning out to be a good one :-] Mine has been simple, as so much of my life is, but it has been sweet. Time has passed in a strange way. Slow, but at the same time fast. It’s been this way for a few…
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I See Both Sides, That I Do
initiating… bee_hive / kicking.protocoloutput. . .BEGIN > Lots happened in 2025, but one certain thing happened that made me think… what is going on here? Where is this very personal, very evil stuff coming from? And do you know what I did? I got two YouTube channels. TWO ALGORITHMS. I wanted more than half of…
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Christmas is Almost Here
outlook : awefeeling _joyaccess / writing.mode I hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday season, from Thanksgiving to the upcoming Christmas day and into the New Year! 2026… already… Can you believe it? Just the other day, my child had his first school event – ever! Him and all the other preschoolers sang Christmas songs…
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Moving More As I Grow Older
initiating: prompt_response…thinkingoutput > let’s.move! I was watching a video the other day about growing old. It was two interviews with two older women. They talked about what they missed about being young (or what they noticed as they grew older). They both said men didn’t pay them as much attention. The comments feared the same:…
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I Was Speaking Into the Void and Couldn’t Find Your Blog
glitch _ modeLoading… aha! 💡 momentinitiating + patch A few weeks back, I made a blog expressing how it felt to write and have it go into a void. Nobody was reading or liking my posts. And I know I’m not the most exciting blogger, but I found the extreme solitude weird. Turns out, my…
Dear Quiet 